Eight is my number it jump starts all things that I am. Black plastic- yellow straw strings stacking high at least three or four. Clothing stuffed and we wait; sunlight turns to darkness and here we still are.
One, two, three and four of my mother’s brothers arrived and we are still waiting. Then he arrives its (1980 something) and yet his afro makes you wonder. Facial hair like a lion causing the little girl in me to always be somewhat marveled by every man I met thereafter with a gold tee; skin brown not like coffee with milk or the shade of brown in a Hershey bar ...no more like the brown found on autumn leaves when falling from the connections of tree branches.
He speaks and no one seems to care what he says and yet I’m confused …..
The domestic trial begins and the table full of cameras on any given day is now turned into the judge’s bench. The brown man pulls out the evidence…. love letters written from her other lover the jury of kinship has already sentence him and considered him to be guilty.
and the crimes of my mother’s father
when my uncles were to weak, to small to protect and defend their sisters back when.
He accepts defeat and reaches for me
holds my hand and tells me that he will always love me.
I’m ushered out the door into the WHITE MINVAN.
Months later the brown man stands across the street as unwanted stranger and we watch each other from the window.
Knowing that something is wrong; but nothing is said!!!!!
Eight is my number
it seems to start all things
that I was, have been and am becoming.